Part of me - Divided in-infinite pieces

I used to go through life

whining and complaining

bemoaning at the failed attempts

wishing what should have happened infact

the life has habit of not listening

if you keep crying and shouting

life's ear not pierced by voices

but by words unsaid

and the unsaid words were miserable

future dark and sad

life took a clue from that

and give me what in thoughts I conjure

I complained about the people in my life

they come and left

but each one of them took something with them

some part of me which now belongs to them

I was always afraid of losing myself

and bit by bit, part by part

some people took small part, some took a larger pie

but when they depart from life, what is left is just a sigh

I put myself in a cocoon

to save myself from the hurt

I told myself its safe to close me

that way nobody gonna hurt

but with every departure there was some change

it was me who was changing, losing myself again

I was afraid, lost and confused

I never want to lose myself

but people and relations take something from you

and gave to you memories, happy and sad

I clinged to those memories and seeing myself being lost

but there was some changes in me, as if i had lost the plot

then the lightning struck and I realized

why I am still complete after so many tries

In relations there is always give and take

if I have lost something, there is also something which I take

I am complete in my own way, transformed and reformed

people in my life have given their bits to me as well

whenever I lost someone, the essence is not lost

I lost ourselves a bit, but gained their bit as a host

It took me time but I have realized,

the people never went away, never took anything from me,

there is no way I am going to be incomplete

cause the people which come into my life

they have left themselves within me

I have lost myself but gained them

transformation is the only constant, rest remains a flux

I am not afraid anymore to face the world

sunshine does not hurt eyes, clouds do not bring miserable downpours

when it rains I let it wet my soul

when its shining, it shines my soul as well

I am not afraid, because I know for sure

People will come and go, but will remain within me, as part of me.